Esteemed Reader
That is perfect. This is perfect. Perfect comes from perfect. Take
perfect from perfect, the remainder is perfect.
Om shanti, shanti, shanti. May peace and peace and peace be everywhere.
Eesha Upanishad
A Conversation With Myself
Nothing is wrong.
What? What do you mean?
Nothing is wrong.
Of course something is wrong. Everything is wrong! Look at the world!!
I am. Nothing is wrong.
Lots of things are wrong. People are brutally killing one another. There
is no justice. Criminals are in power. The masses swallow lies like
doses of Prozac. Our free country is fast becoming a police
state. How can you say nothing is wrong?
If it could be different it would be. Nothing is wrong.
Well what about you? You need improvement. Youre constantly distracted.
Youre always getting angry or depressed. You lie. Dont you
wish you were better, or at least different?
Yes. Nothing is wrong.
Well how do you expect anything to change if you dont see whats
wrong?
Begin by seeing what is there. Only when you totally accept what you
see, and that it is perfect, will there be the possibility of change.
But I only notice things that irritate me or give me pleasure.
Precisely the difficulty. Start noticing more. Notice everything. Become
a witness. Verify the Heisenberg Uncertainty Principle: to watch produces
a change, a transformation.
But when I try to watch I start analyzing what I see. I start judging,
comparing.
When you notice that you are dreaming, watch again. It is only your
ideas that give the impression that anything should be other than it
is.
Thats all fine, but what can I do?
You cant do anything as you are. As long as you are on the treadmill,
chasing the carrot and running from the stick, you are a machine, reacting
to a stimulus. What you have to do is watch, but then that isnt
really doing, is it?
Can I ever take a real action?
All is perfect. You are perfect. The world is perfect. When you see
thisreally see itin yourself, in your life, then you will
be able to do something that has relevance. Otherwise you will always
be partial.
Other than noticing is there anything else I can practice?
Practice gratitude. Stop dwelling on what is lacking. Rather, be thankful
for what is. Not in some sentimental way, but sincerely. And not only
for the good things. Also be thankful for what is unpleasantfor
it all. This will increase your capacity to witness, and to respond.
Remember: nothing is wrong.
Jason Stern
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