Room
for a View
Visioning Afghanistan
An Unexpected Light
By Jason Elliot . Edited by Lorna Tychostup
Photos by Craig Y. Fujii
It was the kind of experience you are grateful for afterwards,
but have little wish to ever repeat.
I had been told that the operation was to liaise with enemy deserters
and escort them back to our headquarters. The prospect, at the time,
was an exciting one: I was 19 and knew little of war. As the clandestine
guest of a mujaheddin group fighting Soviet troops from the hills and
valleys southeast of Kabul, my goal was to witness and report on a conflict
largely hidden from Western eyes. But my first experience of war itself
was not as I had expected.
We walked half the night, but the deserters failed to materialize. In
a moonlit cornfield some 20 miles from the capital, beyond which a mountainous
horizon was lit with the bursts of flame from distant explosions, we
raided an apple orchard instead. With 20 other men I helped load our
donkey with several hundred of the captured fruits, and began the long
walk back.

It had been an uneventful operation so far. It was nearly
dawn and, now a few hours from our headquarters, we were looking forward
to the promise of food and sleep. It was then, as we were wading knee-deep
through a tree-lined stream, the moonlight dancing on the ripples around
our legs, that we came under attack. From whom, I never found out. But
my first experience of coming under fire was, I remember, spectacular.
A roar of gunfire erupted above our heads, where bullets whipped through
the leaves. The men scattered and scrambled for cover, firing back wildly
into the night. Time seemed to slow: the sight was new and bewildering.
It did not seem real at all, but hypnotic and strangely beautiful. Oblivious
to the danger, I wandered into the open, searching for my companions.
The night was scarred in every direction with the incandescent lines
of tracer bullets, exploding and ricocheting from the rocks behind me;
the air itself shook with the deafening noise of automatic rifles and
the sound of heavier guns somewhere in the darkness beyond us.

There was a loud burst of fire nearby; I felt myself falling, and thought
how painless it was, after all, to have been shot. But I had been brought
to the ground, and my senses, by one of the other men, who had tackled
me and dragged me into cover behind some rocks. I cowered with them,
pressed against a man whose body was trembling violently.
These poor men, I thought to myself, are even more
frightened that I am. But then I turned to see their faces: they
were convulsed in fits of laughter.
A few minutes later, as suddenly as it had started, the shooting stopped.
We brushed ourselves off, gathered up a number of the apples that lay
scattered around us, and set off for our base as carefree as men returning
from a weekend jaunt in the countryside.
I was upset that I had risked my life for a donkey load of apples, and
shared my frustration with my guide and interpreter. Even in war,
he said gently, we have to eat, you know. Then he put a
consoling hand on my shoulder and told me not to be too disappointed:
next time, he joked, we could fetch some pumpkins.
This was my first of many encounters with the contradictory and frequently
bizarre experience of war in Afghanistan, and with the people involved
in it. I learned from it that the circumstances of conflict were both
unexpected and bewildering, and driven by exigencies almost incomprehensible
to an outsider.
And I learned from it about the Afghans; their toughness and determination,
their scorn for personal safety, their concern for the welfare of a
foreign guest, their irrepressible sense of humor under extreme conditions.
Today the war, its players, and its aims, have changed dramatically.
But the fundamental characteristics of the people involved have not.
Todays prevailing images of Afghanistan portray its peoples all
too often as religious fanatics fueled by a hatred of the West, or as
helpless refugees, bereft of hope. Neither of these extremes do much
justice to the Afghan character, which is so vital to understand for
a clearer picture of the present conflict.
No one who has visited Afghanistan can fail to be touched by the character
of its people; their hospitality, resilience, and dignity in the face
of overwhelming odds. And, perhaps most importantly, their very particular
sense of identity and attachment to their culture.
Ten years after that first trip, after Kabul had fallen to the Taliban,
I met up with a shopkeeper I had known in better days. Why, I asked
him, had he not left the city, and chosen instead to live under the
brutal rule of its new rulers? He shook his head as if I had failed
to understand something fundamental.
Some of us, he said, have to stay behind and civilize
these people.
It was a very Afghan reply: to the point, proud, and defiant. It also
spoke volumes about the traditional Afghan outlook. In the mid-1990s,
the evangelical thuggery of the Taliban was something new to most Afghans.
Traditionally, Afghanistan has been home neither to enmity toward the
West, nor of religious fanaticism. And despite the upheavals of the
past two decades, tradition remains uppermost in the lives of the vast
majority of Afghans, whose deep sense of place in history has been transmitted
through poetry and legend, rather than in the classroom or by films
and television.
The Afghans are also for the most a pious and inward-looking people.
Religion, certainly, is one of the pillars of Afghan life and culture.
But the Islam that shapes the life of rural Afghanistan would be virtually
unrecognizable to a radical Islamic cleric from the Middle Eastas
different, say, as the Christianity of a snake-charming Appalachian
pastor from that of an English country priest.
Such traits are partly a mirror of the land itself; harsh, beautiful
and painstakingly cultivated by a people largely dependent on hard physical
work for their very survival. Until the 1980s more than 90 percent of
Afghanistans population was engaged in agriculture. Rural Afghanistan
was only barely touched by the outside world, and the majority of its
settlements were inaccessible to motorized transport. Such a society
lacks the cohesion borne of transport and communications which are the
norm elsewhere. Instead, local tribal and ethnic allegiances run deep,
in a country which has never really experienced allegiance to a central
government.
The countrys remoteness helps to explain the Afghans profound
attachment to their traditions and their land, as well as their hospitality:
a sense of kinship and reciprocal obligation runs deeply through Afghan
life. Other Afghan characteristics, such as their fondness for arms;
the tendency for local fiefdoms to develop around charismatic leaders
(often and misleadingly called warlords) as well as a deep-seated
mistrust of the motives of foreigners, are better understood by a glance
at history.
Seldom has there been a period in the countrys tumultuous history
when outsiders have not attempted to control the country. Seldom have
Afghans failed to resist them.
For as long as history records, the region that is today Afghanistan
has been repeatedly invaded and occupied by powerful neighbors: Centuries
before Christ, Alexander the Great entered from the west, the nomadic
Kushans of central Asia from the north, and the Mauryan Buddhist kings
from the south, each in turn leaving their mark on the on the land they
coveted. The early Christian era saw Afghanistan invaded, annexed, and
abandoned by the Mongol hordes of Chingiz Khan, and by powerful Turkish,
Persian and Indian armies.
Throughout the 19th century, Afghanistan was mauled between the empires
of Russia and Britain, each vying for political clout in the capital.
The present-day frontiers of Afghanistan, with scant regard for tribal
and ethnic boundaries, were drawn up in London and Moscow.
What is less known is that throughout the 20th century, Afghanistan
was similarly courtedand fought overby outside powers. Through
the decades of the Cold War, influence in Afghanistan was simultaneously
cultivated by both Washington and Moscow. The American-built airport
at Kandahar was designed for long-range American nuclear bombers; the
streets in Kabul, built to withstand the weight of tanks, were paved
with Soviet concrete.
A Marxist coup in 1978 sparked widespread resistance across the country,
prompting the Soviet invasion the following year. Moscow confidently
predicting the defeat of the counterrevolutionary bandits
within months. But 10 years of war followed, providing America with
an unprecedented opportunity: to slowly bleed the military might of
the Red Army in a distant land, and to avenge the Soviet Union for the
humiliation of Vietnam. It was an opportunity, as a CIA cynic expressed
it at the time, to fight the Soviets to the last Afghan.
Afghans were only too willing to oblige. More than a million Afghans
died, and their country was largely ruined in the process.
The key foreign players in this very unholy warAmerica, Pakistan,
and Saudi Arabiapoured guns and money into Afghanistan with reckless
abandon. By the mid-1980s, several hundred million dollars were being
approved in Washington each year for the CIAs not-so-covert war.
Pakistan provided a land conduit for the flow of arms, as well as advisors,
while its expenses were offset by vast revenues from a blossoming trade
in heroin.
It is timely to recall that during this period, radical Islamic groups
from a dozen different countriesparticularly from the Arab world,
with which Afghanistan has little in commonwere actively encouraged
to join the war in Afghanistan. Never had so many people of extreme
persuasion been funded so generously, or converged in such numbers on
a formerly inward-looking and moderate country.
By 1990, Afghanistan, a ruined state, had disappeared off the international
agenda. New players filled the places of old, while extremists found
safe haven in a shattered land too poor to rebuild itself. The decade
of conflict that followed was not so much a civil war, but a war of
influence, fueled cynically by foreign powers vying once again for a
role in the critically strategic region. Moderate Afghans meanwhile
felt betrayed by their former alliesin Europe, the Middle East,
and Americawho had contributed so generously to the war effort,
and so meanly to the restoration of peace and stability.
This conflict continues. But today the world, as America has been so
forcefully reminded, is now a smaller place, and Afghanistan is no longer
the far-off and forgettable land it used to be. What happens there will
affect the lives of other nations and peoples: The world is connected.
While many Afghans are undoubtedly grateful for assistance in displacing
a brutal leadership, many more are watching to see whether American
willingness to wage war in Afghanistan will be matched by a willingness
to assist in the rebuilding of their nation. Hundreds of Afghan civilians
have lost their lives in the past few weeks alone. Thousands more have
been traumatized and displaced, and entire areas of the country are
faced with starvation. Ordinary Afghans have suffered hugely as a consequence
of American intervention. It should be remembered that these are the
people who will shape the future policy and outlook of the country.
It is not unpatriotic to call into question the scope and aims of American-led
intervention in Afghanistan, but a matter of urgent scrutiny.
There is no glory for outsiders to claim in Afghanistan. Before September
11, there was little interest in the plight of the Afghan people, or
much mention of the role of foreign players in prolonging the course
of the war. America, lamented an Afghan to me recently,
is attacking the branch. It is the root that should be cut.
Lately there has been too much talk about killing people and not enough
talk about terrorism and its origins.
Once the worlds attention is less diverted by the dramatic events
in Afghanistan, it should return to the issue that more than ever requires
understanding: the causes of terrorism and the forces that nourish it.
Only then will Afghanistanand all those influenced by itbe
able to build on the foundations of peace and security for which all
nations hunger.
In the mid-1980s at the age of 19, Jason Elliot entered
Soviet-invaded Afghanistan. Covertly making his way to the front lines,
Elliot spent several weeks living and fighting alongside the mujahideen.
In the mid-1990s Elliot returned to Afghanistan as the Taliban pushed
its way into power. Written through the sonorous heart of a poet, An
Unexpected Light: Travels in Afghanistan is an illuminating and profound
glimpse into Afghan culture and spirit. Tears gather and laughter sounds
as the reader is taken through a roller coaster ride of vision and emotion.
Currently on the BookSense independent bookstore bestseller list, it
is a highly recommended read.
The photos accompanying Elliots piece were taken by Craig Fujii,
an American photojournalist on assignment in Kabul in 1995, where the
two first met. Widely published for the AP and in major media outlets,
Fujii currently works saving lives as an intensive care nurse in California.
Lorna Tychostup
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