Your charts come back to one theme, which is connecting: with yourself, with someone (or more than one person) that you want to be closer to and, ultimately, with your purpose. Let's take them one at a time. Connecting with yourself means going deeper into your own mind, led by curiosity. You are at the point where you can no longer stand being such a mystery to yourself. You may see aspects of yourself dramatized in your relationships, without recognizing it at first. Look for the parallels; allow the psychology of others and how they make decisions help you figure out what you actually want and need. As you do this, you're likely to see the parallels between your approach to life and that of someone close to you. The term 'absolute equality' is coming to mind: I suggest you trust no concept of superiority, which also implies you living up to your end of any agreement as a matter both of honor and of dharma. This will be an exploration that's likely to take you ever deeper into your feelings, your motives and your understanding of life. From this journey, you're likely to get some information about purpose. Remember that, like the theme of a novel, purpose is usually implied rather than stated overtly. It's something that you figure out, notice, and embrace in degrees, one day at a time.