You seem to be under pressure to get your life together, as if the responsibility gene has woken up. To me it looks more like the be-true-to-yourself gene is kicking you from the inside. You might say that's the most significant responsibility you have, and at the moment it seems to be shocking you to your senses. Aspects this month may be sending you the message that this is your last chance to accomplish something of real meaning. It's not your last chance, though it's worth respecting the finite nature of time, and of a lifetime. Opportunities are temporary in their current form. They may reincarnate as something else, though the opportunity you have now is an original. You might be wondering if it makes sense to proceed based on a sense of frustration or limitation. For example, if you don't resolve it before you make a move, will you carry that sensation with you into your next endeavor? There are two distinct schools of thought on this matter, one being that you begin something new exactly where you left off from the previous endeavor; therefore, never make a decision from a point of frustration. Another is that such a place offers you the necessary leverage, friction, or motivation to break out of your inertia. Those moments are indeed precious, and I think they can be rooted in true strength.
