Renee Nicole Good

When another person gets shot in cold blood,

poems sprout like flowers in spring,

but there is nothing close to renewal.

Words in celebration of the life lost,

not the event, words that need to be written

to help soothe the soul of the poet,

and, she hopes, of the reader. But do

readers need to be reminded of a catastrophe

they can’t forget anyhow? What is the purpose

of the writing other than self-service?

Who can do anything to reduce the grief

or prevent another occurrence? We are always

left with the question why, but slowly, very slowly

these days, we are finally getting the answer.
—Jim Tilley

Ants
I loved my stepfather for

the way he asked me questions as a boy.

He sank a Japanese destroyer

watching in awe

at those alien sailors

endlessly falling

darkening the hole his torpedo had made,

like so many ants, he said

disappearing into a cold sea.

I never asked him

if he ever thought about those ants,

each a lover of someone

each also loved.

I suspect not—

after his daughter died

he never spoke her name again.

Did he ever need my question?

He lived for a very long time

busy doing, dreaming, and dying gently.

His was an untroubled sleep

soothed by the assurance

of loyal service.

So my question gnaws only at me,

remembering the holes I made

and the souls who fell into them.

The ones who betrayed me,

And left—

those I betrayed and abandoned.

His was a cascade of ants

consumed by fire and salt water

while mine fell one at a time,

cut loose into another kind of dark.

Though the shape of our sorrows and remorse

Will never touch one another

I must carry the responsibility

and the remembering,

for us both.
—Kemp Battle

Circle Baking

I set the oven to 360°
because that’s a circle.
—Sparrow

Denouement

You trace the morning on my shoulder,

Sail the sheet-marks on my skin with an

Unsinkable touch, proud and doomed.

Your wife will be home soon,

Could be at the ferry now, shading her eyes

With a white glove, thanking the porter.

She has woken me every hour that we slept together.

You wear her like a dead bird around your neck.

Sunlight floods our window like a saltwater spring;

We are all headed for shipwreck

In this vessel of a bedroom, with the calendar

Still turned to yesterday’s page

And the far-off sound of seagulls.
—Emily Murnane

Poor Dead Girl

I’ve seen this dead girl before

Beautiful doe drop-felled on impact

At the side of the road

Legs bent and crossed at

Odd angles; her strong sleek neck

Arched, hazardously

White throat and stunned eyes

Twisted to the skies

Her slim tongue dangling

Out and down against a delicate jowl

This is the same dead deer

Now withered and darkened like a

Nordic bog mummy

A creased and flattened

Brown leather sack

Frayed tendons snapped by

The pull of shrinking tissues

Shin bone white, a tiny naked hoof

That tongue become smaller, stiffened and black

Exposure to ‘the elements’, hot glare

And wind; dust, and gravel tossed

     by speeding wheels

Mortality, atrophy

The mummy any of us might become

     in the right wrong air

All destined to be left on the

World’s shoulder, toughened

Slime-dried husks.
—Theresa Landi Daniel

On Trouble Trail, Orange County, NY

We’re on a trail to trouble here in black dirt country,

a prehistoric glacial lake, the rich black silt perfect 

for farming. Those fields, now glazed with ice, 

will bake too hot come summer, no one to plant 

or harvest who won’t have to run from ICE, 

crops with nowhere to go, a cost that just keeps rising.
—Anne Sandor

Five Haikus About the Winter Blues

Snowflakes land with tales

Serenaded by the wind

Hold on, it’s beginning.

Darkness sedated the sun.

Please take the day off. Thank you.

The moon is impatient.

Frozen snow. Chilled bears.

Look for something warm to eat.

It’s time. Go to sleep.

Exhale too much air

Wind has something to say today

Might you stay till spring?

My true calling is

Plant flowers and tell stories

And pray that they bloom.
—Elizabeth Cassidy

then it stopped being
underappreciated
the broken furnace
—Jennifer Howse

On Becoming a Woman

When my Nanan, prying answers

about her son’s latest, would take

my arm while we slowly gimped along,

it felt most peculiar, as if

I was to be the man, even a man

she clutched with some entitlement.

When my stepmother would cozy up

to have a woman’s gab or, drunk,

squeeze my hand and cry or even,

sober, hug my shoulders, planning

recipes, I would glance away,

wondering what my next move should be.

Or when teams of bloomered girls tore past

or the slight nymphs, who could prize up

out of the pool, basked in prides or

even when they turned their grid eyes

at me, all I knew to speak of

was race relations, um, world peace.

But when my father sat at the head

of the table, chewing slowly, when he

would look at me and flick one brow,

one smile, while he lifted one cheek

and farted, this was when I felt

most like the woman I would become.
—Virginia V. James Hlavsa

River

Not meeting the requirements set forth by geographers, the Willowemoc is
a creek. No matter. I walk beside it through the long days of winter.

Rushing water flowing over flat rocks covered in thick layers of ice. Most days, I’m the only one making my way along the edge. Pale clouds hang overhead.
I chase pockets of sun.

We are companions in the wilderness, in bewilderment of seasons changing. Water takes the shape of its container, the universal solvent. I look to it for answers—teach me to be still motion.

Slow rapids meander, trickle and come to stop against grassy banks. Rushing eddies make time meaningless. Ghosts of things past swirl among stones.

Speak to me of hope; speak to me of spring.

Rain swells the edges of your mud-rushing roars. Fullness overflowing beneath the broad blueness of summer. My meditation ebbs and flows into the undertow. Riding the current, resting in soft pools. Deep, wondrous wakening.

I call you a river.
—Nicole Spiegel-Gotsch

Longings

The yard was full of mystery, and the quiet hum of wind in the maple trees

Whispers and laughter, and hopscotch

Fingers coated in chalk and flowers picked in bundles

Clovers woven into crowns for imaginary princesses.

Nature and play

Blacktop and honeybees

Skinned knees and the rubber smell of a new basketball

The red mailbox at the end of the driveway, a line we couldn’t cross.

Once, you found a bluejay feather behind the bushes,

Cupping it in your hands like a secret

“Look what I found”

And we added it to our stockpile

Of pinecones and treasure.

On the diving board behind the house,

I lie on my back

With a walkman in my hand, dreaming of a first kiss

Surrounded by nothing but the bright clean smell of chlorine,

The haze of sunshine, and the tops of the trees.
—Alexandra Palmatier

The Impossibility

Writing a poem is like

laying an egg—impossible—yet

the poem hatches/flies away…

kick around pieces of broken shell

wondering how I did it!

—C. P. Masciola

Blue Bird

You might look out the window

And think, “Oh no!

Is that a little blue bird in the snow?”

And you think, “I should go down there

and pick it up and hold it to my chest

Maybe we can both survive the winter.”

But it isn’t a blue bird,

It is just the shadow cast by the flag demarking the gas line

And so you may, for a half of a second,

feel like actually, it is fine

It is a little brick house, on a dead-end road

But you know more snow is coming

You know what ice is doing

And your hands are clutching your chest,

 absent of a little blue bird,

 absent of a string of pearls

Haunted by a shadow

 that grows darker every day

—May Nadine-Lewis Heal

For Lack of You

The days stretch and pull like tallow,

the nights keep time by a stopped lock.

Sounds rise and fall like the breath

in my breast, cunning, lonesome breast.

Silently I chant your name, summon memories of your self;

I pace without moving, move without seeing,

grapple to remember our time together, which simply

flew, like animals uncaged after long bondage.

Either it is cloudy or it is night; either the sun is

shining or the moon is full.  I shuffle through chores,

suffer unbidden thoughts, juggle routine conversations

as best I can.

Friends and family chirp busily

around me, deaf and blind to this prison or preoccupation,

my eyes locked and fixed in their sockets.

My arms, my eyelids, hang heavy as lead, abandoned as

they are; I wrestle to locate something lost, to picture your smile,

to hear either your voice or your silence.

Others’ words, too, fall heavy in the air. Clouds float motionless;

one can see them—perhaps might even touch them—

but not you.

The day stretches, pulls like tallow, turns inexorably into

night. It MUST be night; the petals of the rose

fold up around themselves,

a closed book.

—Joan Stuart Livingston

Perfectly Peach

When winter slides past my window,

I will remember

sweetest corn of August,

ripeness of tomato in July,

peach so perfect

it makes me cry.

—Alan Silverman

Slowly, Slowly

a

new

year

the

snail

still

climbs

Mt.

Fuji

—Daniel W. Brown

Phillip X Levine has been poetry editor for Chronogram magazine since June 2003. He is also the president of the Woodstock Poetry Society. "All the people I was going to be when I grew up - they're still...

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